boredom

ten things you might not know about me: 1. i like spiders and snakes. 2. i have stupid, irrational fears that i'm ashamed of. 3. i spend way too much time at the computer getting absolutely nothing done, pretending to be busy. 4. i look foxy in my blue sweatpants and a long john shirt. 5. i've turned into a bit of a lonesome, antisocial drunk. 6. i love you. 7. i can fucking sing. 8. my nostalgia will probably kill me sooner than any of my other lethal bad habits. 9. i'm too tolerant, both of others and of my own indulgences. 10. i miss you. nine places i've visited: 1. easton, PA 2. nevada city, CA 3. burlington, VT 4. hollywood, CA 5. hollywood, FL 6. deming, NM 7. MAROMA 8. steamboat springs, CO 9. lincoln, NE eight ways to win my heart: 1. notice that i look foxy in sweats and a long john shirt, and tell me so. 2. ask me to sing with you-- but honey, do it while you're playing a song i know the lyrics to, wouldja? 3. love me despite the fact that i'm a hopeless fuckup. 4. love me. 5. when i loan you a denis johnson book, actually read it, and then ask "what's next?" 6. when i play you some righteous patti smith that you've inexplicably never heard, do the same. 7. accidentally give me a concussion with your guitar, and be really sweet about it 8. come back, honey. come back. seven things i want to do before i die: 1. get published again, despite my displeasure the first time 2. more specifically: get paid to write 3. speak spanish fluently 4. have way more fantastical sex 5. visit all the other places everywhere 6. fall in love again, and again 7. ride more horses six things i'm afraid of: 1. success, apparently 2. car trouble at night when i'm alone 3. being alone, emotionally (not physically) 4. not ever falling in love again 5. not meeting my potential 6. losing my edge five things i don't like: 1. temper tantrums 2. extreme selfishness 3. intolerance 4. listening to holiday music all freakin' month of december 5. myself, sometimes... four ways to turn me off: 1. fail to understand CW's musical genius 2. disregard my stated requests. about anything. (disagree is a totally different thing!) 3. drink(/etc) so much that you can't bring/handle the fantastical sex 4. move a cat into my house and then fail to give it any attention... three things i do every day: 1. wake up late (assuming sleep happened at all) 2. smoke 3. drink coffee two things that make me happy: 1. getting the hell out of town 2. fantastical sex one thing on my mind right now: 1. getting the hell out of town.